| xIxTHINKxI'MxCUREDx |
[01 Sep 2005|07:56am] |
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xSHARKSxKEEPxMOVINGx |
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.in.fact.i'm.sure. .last.night.made.me.realize.some.things. .and.i.know.now.that.i.will.not.let. .this.fall.apart.i.need.to.stop. .subcontiously.screwing.things.up. .especially.when.someone.is.so.great. .to.me.and.we.deserve.each.other.so.much. .i.just.wish.i.could.erase.last.night. .and.it.would.never.happen.again.
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| xBABYxBELUGAx |
[26 Aug 2005|09:16am] |
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mood |
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happy |
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music |
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xNOTHINGx |
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.things.are.going.really.good. .i.am.basically.happy.all.the.time. .thanks.to.a.special.girl. .i.have.my.first.shift.at.lovejuice. .by.myself.which.i.am.excited.about. .i.am.broke.need.to.get.paid. .anyways.
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| xMAKExTHINGSxHAPPENx |
[21 Aug 2005|03:53pm] |
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mood |
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happy |
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music |
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xASHLEYxSIMPSONx |
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.last.night.was.really.fun. .celebrations.are.always.good. .now.i.officially.work.at. .love.juice.recording.studios. .could.not.be.more.happy. .tonight.me.and.nat.are.going. .to.see.coldplay.which.will.be. .freaking.amazing.i.am.so.excited.
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| xNOxONExSLEEPxHEREx |
[14 Aug 2005|01:57am] |
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mood |
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ecstatic |
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music |
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xMINUSxTHExBEARx |
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.nataleigh.said.yes. .i.could.not.be.smiling.more. .and.tomorrow.she.meets.the.family.
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| xIxKNOWxITSxSTILLxTHExSAMEx |
[11 Aug 2005|12:00pm] |
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accomplished |
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music |
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xNINExINCHxNAILSx |
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.you.make.this.all.go.away. .on.another.note. .i.got.my.hair.cut. .well.its.half.cut. .it.is.getting.finished.today. .i.like.it.i.should.be. .working.at.lovejuice.full. .time.as.of.next.week.which. .is.a.big.accomplishment.for.me. .and.things.are.pretty.good. .that.is.all.
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| xLETSxGETxTHExFUCKxOUTxOFxHEREx |
[08 Aug 2005|08:42am] |
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mood |
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worried |
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music |
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xMINUSxTHExBEARx |
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.so.things.are.going.great. .i.could.not.ask.for.more. .well.except.to.spend.even.more. .time.with.her. .last.night.was.amazing.just.sitting. .on.the.beach.just.talking.after.going. .pee.in.a.parking.lot.and.then.having.you. .hide.and.then.run.away.from.me. .i.just.get.so.scared.because.i.do.not.want. .things.to.get.screwed.up.because.this.is.it. .things.are.gonna.work.and.this.one.is.gonna.last.
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| xPLEASExTAKExTHISx |
[24 Jul 2005|01:33am] |
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xANDxALLxTHATxCOULDxHAVExBEENx |
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.things.could.not.be.better.i.am.slowly. .getting.over.someone.who.hurt.me.so.bad. .and.becoming.more.and.more.happy.with. .someone.who.does.nothing.but.make. .me.smile.and.i.am.proud.that.i.am.able. .to.be.so.strong.that.i.can.not.run.back. .to.comfort.it.would.be.easier.but.she.does. .not.deserve.and.to.be.honest.i.do.not.want. .it.anymore. .i.have.been.hanging.out.a.lot.and.re.living. .the.good.times.and.having.new.ones. .and.i.think.once.i.finish.interning.at.love. .juice.and.i.actually.get.hired.i.am.going. .to.quit.my.other.job.because.i.am. .just.not.happy.at.work.anymore. .i.hope.this.new.found.happiness.lasts.
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| xREVENGEx |
[16 Jul 2005|07:15pm] |
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xNOTHINGx |
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.i.love.that.theory.what.goes.around.comes.around. .someone.leaves.you.for.no.reason.and.completly.crushes. .you.and.now.all.they.can.think.about.is.how.stupid.they. .were.for.doing.that.and.how.they.did.not.realize.how. .much.they.LOVE.you.until.you.are.gone. .that.is.right.she.used.the.word.LOVE. .she.loves.me.and.now.it.is.too.late. .i.am.happy.with.the.ways.things.are. .and.do.not.want.to.get.hurt.again. .but.someone.so.untrustworthy.as.her. .guess.what. .you.fucked.up.and.now.you.are.missing.out.
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| xCRAMPINGxUPxMYxSTYLEx |
[16 Jul 2005|01:08am] |
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exhausted |
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xBRIGHTxEYESx |
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.so.just.the.last.three.nights.alone. .have.been.great.have.not.had.my.mind. .on.anything.that.would.upset.me. .been.hanging.out.with.everyone.i. .love.and.miss.and.when.i.say.love. .i.mean.love.with.all.my.heart. .no.joke.these.people.mean.the. .world.to.me.and.a.new.person. .has.been.keeping.me.happy.too.
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| xLETSxKEEPxITxGOINGxTILxTHExMORNINGx |
[08 Jul 2005|09:33am] |
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indescribable |
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xMINUSxTHExBEARx |
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.i.hope.you.choke.on.your.pathetic.ways. .on.less.depressing.note. .whats.going.on.this.weekend.i.need. .to.be.doing.something.to.take.my.mind. .off.of.stupid.bitches.
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| xI'MxHALFWAYxTHEREx |
[07 Jul 2005|09:35am] |
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xUNDEROATHx |
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.i.knew.i.could.never.trust.you.to.make.the. .right.decision.instead.you.would.rather.hurt.me. .well.thank.you.for.leading.me.on.and.making. .me.care.for.someone.who.could.never.care.for. .me.in.return.i.guess.you.really.are.just. .like.the.rest.
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| xSUNRISExSUNSETx |
[05 Jul 2005|02:35pm] |
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music |
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xBRIGHTxEYESx |
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.basically.i.am.completly.frustrated. .and.unhappy.with.every.single.aspect. .of.my.life.how.do.that.work.
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| xFASTxTRACKx |
[29 Jun 2005|07:32am] |
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xNOTHINGx |
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.so.i.am.very.pleased.with.myself. .i.finally.decided.to.go.out.to.riverside. .to.watch.the.training.videos.for.love.juice. .i.sat.in.3.hour.traffic.on.my.way.out.there. .and.then.half.way.out.there.realized.that. .frankie.has.a.fast.track.pass.which.would.have. .saved.me.about.2.hours.boy.was.i.unhappy.about. .that.and.then.watched.the.video.and.took.the.test. .i.passed.woohoo.now.i.only.got.3.more.weeks.to.go. .i.really.hope.i.pass.the.other.3.tests.so.i.can. .start.working.there.cause.the.quicker.i.start. .working.there.the.quicker.i.can.figure. .out.what.i.want.to.do.with.my.life.
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| xWExLOOKxGOODxSIDExBYxSIDEx |
[20 Jun 2005|08:32am] |
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tired |
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xMINUSxTHExBEARx |
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.things.are.going.really.good. .this.could.be.it. .on.another.topic. .i.am.more.than.extremly. .upset.about.a.certain.friend. .that.stabbed.in.the.back. .and.i.hope.you.get.what.you.deserve. .but.i.will.not.let.that.get.me.down. .she.makes.me.smile.
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| xNOTxTHExOUTCOMEx |
[13 Jun 2005|09:14am] |
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tired |
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xFULLxHOUSExRExRUNSx |
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.yeah.i.am.pretty.dissapointed.in.you. .i.expected.things.to.get.better.and. .i.expected.that.you.would.show.the. .least.bit.of.interest.in.me. .not.make.me.feel.unwanted.and. .keep.pushing.me.away. .things.cannot.get.better.if.you. .just.keep.pushing.me.away. .anyways.i.needed.to.let.that.out. .and.since.you.do.not.care.the.least. .about.what.is.going.on.i.should.just. .move.on.especially.considering.you. .probably.already.have.someone.new.
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| xALLxTHExLOVExINxTHExWORLDx |
[10 Jun 2005|07:59am] |
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cheerful |
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xNINx |
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.so.last.night.was.awesome.and.i. .was.not.expecting.that. .and.i.cannot.wait.to.3.PM.today. .and.then.for.the.show.tomorrow.
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| xWAITxWHAT?x |
[08 Jun 2005|12:54pm] |
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xBOYxMEETSxWORLDx |
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.so.today.is.the.day.for.bad.news. .anybody.else.want.to.tell.me.some. .horrible.shit.cause.i.want.to.get. .all.of.this.shit.at.once. .i.need.some.happiness.right. .about.now. .where.are.you.?.
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| xSOMEBODYxTOxLEANxONx |
[06 Jun 2005|02:41pm] |
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happy |
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xHOMExIMPROVEMENTxRE-RUNSx |
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.i.just.hope.things.last.
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| xDISTANCExISxOURxENEMYx |
[01 Jun 2005|09:39pm] |
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aggravated |
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xSLEEPLESSxINxSEATTLEx |
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.well.you.sure.are.good. .at.keeping.me.away. .hopefully.the.day.will. .come.when.you.are.not. .afraid.to.let.me.in.
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